I haven’t been so stress in my life other then you. At least you used to something I look forward to for some comfort. But now I made it this way. Oh well.
The stress in army. It’s paramount, uncomfortable, incomparable. You do wrong thing, you get extra duties. And in the event of doing duties, you will have chance to do wrong things again to get more duties. It’s a vicious circle. Hais. Staying up almost 24 for doing task that you aren’t even equip with the knowledge to do is fucked up.
Then some mother fucker come and laugh at you Somemore. Ccb. I really just wanna cry and die. Hais.